this track comes out oct/31 ! hope you guys like it more

“mess up" is a blend of pop, folk, electronic, and punk that deals with themes of depression, self-hatred, isolation, and acceptance. (This track was 100% single-handedly written, composed, produced, performed, mixed, and mastered by me) Lyrics - I wake up kind of sleepy and I want to go back My eyes are kind of gloomy and I hate these bags My mother says I should go out more Yet she doesn't fully trust me but how could she? I mess up all the time I've lost count and I've told so many lies To myself and I am such a waste of a life Oh, forget about it But when I close my eyes I'll just fall asleep In a state of constant conflict, I am certain I'm a burden I watch my head as my heart prepares annihilation Bleeding and crawling On the floor I just keep calling but I keep getting ignored But I will take it anyway I mess up all the time I've lost count and I've told so many lies To myself and I am such a waste of a life Oh, forget about it But when I close my eyes I'll just fall asleepmore

"7sins" is an unpredictable blend of pop, electronic, rap, and industrial music that deals with themes of nihilism, arrogance, addiction, humility, acceptance, and recovery. (This track was 100% single-handedly written, composed, produced, performed, mixed, and mastered by me) Lyrics - I know it's been a while Since I've talked with you But I need some help I'm hopeless I need something, maybe a sign Should I keep going? I don't know in what to confide I just can't stand my life I never understood How I'm still breathing After all that I've done I don't know Fuck that shit I don't need help from anybody Love ain't shit when you can't trust nobody Arrogant but filled with ambition Anything I do, I do it with precision Fuck that shit I don't need help from anybody Love ain't shit when you can't trust nobody Arrogant but filled with ambition Anything I do, I do it with precision All my vices are Destroying me But I'm too far gone to care I've committed all seven sins I'm out of place Will you cut off both my wings? Do I deserve your grace? I never understood How much I need you Till I lost myself I need help Fuck that shit I don't need help from anybody Love ain't shit when you can't trust nobody Arrogant but filled with ambition Anything I do, I do it with precision Fuck that shit I don't need help from anybody Love ain't shit when you can't trust nobody Arrogant but filled with ambition Anything I do, I do it with precision I know it's been a while Since I've prayed to you But I can't do it alone I need your helpmore